So this semester has been incredibly time consuming and when I’m finally home, I just want to relax. However, there are those times when I’m just effing lazy and I don’t even do the work I’m supposed to.
Another thing, I’ve been trying to get back into shape. And the dedication it takes to work out, diet is unbelievably grueling because for one, you have to make sure you’re able to do the right work outs, then cook your food and of course, do your dishes. Before you know it, 4 hours or so have passed by. There’s still a shit ton of work you have to do for school and/or work but you’re just too tired or too sore.
On the other hand, there is a lot of work that is on my to-do list. I brought my cat Scratchy here in San Antonio and she’s been unbelievably cuddly lately since we got her spayed. I’ve also been going back and forth to Houston every weekend. I’m really blessed my grades haven’t gotten in the way but I am too busy focused on other things. I am even wasting time writing this blog, to be honest. But, I know people who do so much and they don’t make any excuses.
Ultimately, the idea is for you to push through the laziness. Luckily, there is coffee and Redbull to help keep you focused. I wish there was an alternative way to keep adrenaline running through your veins but to be completely honest, there’s nothing exhilarating about reading. Don’t get me wrong, I love what I do. I can’t see myself doing anything else but it’s just the truth. I haven’t even had time to do my own research. But, I’ve made time for exercise and my cat and other work-work so I can DEFINITELY make time for school work.
I write this essay in the hopes that my friends who are going through the same struggles as I am can overcome them. You are not alone. We can do better!
Written on the 1st of April, 2018 at 11:45 A.M.